Its been a long long time since I visited my own blog. In past few months, loads of things were happening which were bothering me so much. Have u ever wondered or have seen any paralytic patient's suffering? I have. Life becomes miserable for the person suffering from a major paralytic attack. His/her life and attitude changes drastically and the same happens to the people who are close to him/her.


I remember when my father suffered a major paralytic attack. Life was no more like before for our family. It was more painful for my father and my mother. We learnt so many things after this incident. And suddenly we all became so close to each other. Understood each other's feelings, talked more with each other, started spending more time with each other. Previously it was not the same. I was always an emotional person. But my family was the most practical. I always used to feel that I was born in a wrong family. But after the incident, we all became very close to each other. I understood how a person feels when suddenly his hand and leg stop responding. It was very painful to cope up with the fact.

MY PASSION

Since childhood, I used to hum songs. And one day singing became my passion. I told one of my school friend about it & she heard my voice. She liked it alot. Sometimes I used to sing for her in between the lectures. Few of the times i was caught singing by my teacher in between lectures. I used to take a tv or a video remote in my hand & play the music & sing songs. Later this fever was on high rise. I tried participating in many of the singing competitions, won a few awards in my college from few of the famous artists. But thought that something was lacking. So learnt classical singing for almost 3 years. But had to leave. No one in my family was ever interested in music. I was the first person who developed this craze for music in my family. Saved lot of money & brought an ipod. Used to listen to it all night long. Music is something which never left from my life. Something that never betrayed me. It was always there like a true love that never left me.

Today I went out with a friend. A 45 year old guy. He's a blind astrologer, singer & also a music composer. Very talented. We went out for lunch. He never felt pity for himself. He was very much delighted to meet me. We had a nice time together. He sang few songs for me, his own compositions. We spent a good quality time. I always felt motivated talking to this guy who was blind but never complained about anything in life. People keep on crying on their fate. But i never saw him feeling helpless being blind. The best part was once he told me that he watched 5 movies in one day & also described the stories to me :) HATS OFF to such people.

Few days back I went for an interview. I was in hurry. But suddenly my attention went on an old beggar sitting in the corner of a bridge. He was playing a drum & also singing a devotional song in his rough voice. Then he suddenly stopped. He put his hand in his pot of coins & started counting it. After counting he started singing again. It really touched my heart. I took out a rupee & put it in his pot. I saw a small smile on his face. He then continued with his song again. I left the spot. I always had a soft corner for old people. Once when I was in college, we had a visit to an old age home. I saw many old people there. Their eyes were desperately waiting for someone. I realized that old age was very painful.

LIFE

Life has lots of ups & downs. And I have been through the worst. Sometimes I felt that there was no end of this. I m a person who has struggled my entire life to make it better.

Sometimes I feel that old age is very painful. I have seen old people going through so much of pain.
I had been to an old age home where i saw depressed faces, eyes waiting for someone. It was heart-breaking feeling.



MY HOME

Its the most beautiful place on earth. The breathtaking view of the mountains & the wonderful sunrise in the morning make my day. I am desperately waiting for the rains. Hoping to see some serene waterfalls flowing from the mountains.

BEFORE SUNRISE

The ethereal morning view from my home. The most breathtaking moment!!

CLOUDS SETTLED DOWN ON EARTH IN WINTER SEASON